i've been nocturnal

for the past couple of weeks, working from 9pm-5am and although it's something new, it's definitely not something that i can do for a long time, so i'm anxiously awaiting the arrival of june 12th, when this inventory shit will be over because honestly, i've almost had enough. it's cool though.

and i'm supposed to be going to six flags on monday, but my dad keeps avoiding my calls because i asked him to buy my ticket but somehow his voicemail continues to pop on, even when i know that he's on break...come on pops, help a nigga out! lol.

let's see what's been going on in my life... moved back in with my dad and step mom (fuck you dr. rivers- yes i moved back in with my parents for a little while) and for the most part it's been cool. it's given me and my dad a little time to hang out and talk about some serious things and it's given me a chance to see where he wants his life to go to. i'm telling you, i love this guy. i gotta be like him when i grow up. *smile. most of my friends graduated from college too, and kilcrease called me yesterday or the day before and told me to finish filling out my LSAT papers because honestly i'd forgotten about them. well, not forgotten, but sometimes i procrastinate and that's what happened. yeah, that's what happened.

in other news, i'm supposed to be working at blue bird, like last week, but i'm waiting to take the drug test with the rest of the lame cats that are supposed to be working with me because the supervisor wanted to give all of us the test at the same time and blah blah blah. i've almost had enough of them already. for real.

and i've been reading and writing and sleeping a lot, well not a lot, but for an adequate amount of time, and i wanted to put on some nice clothes today but it's hotter than the devil's lair outside so i'm just going to put on some b-ball shorts and a muscle shirt (as if i have any muscles to fill it up) and wash my car because it's long overdue.

okay, i'm getting tired now so i guess that's my cue to sign off. plus i'm hungry. it's like 2:17 pm and i haven't eaten since 3:00 this morning. stomach is doing back flips. with all that being said, bye.

L.O.V.E

i'm mad

cause i wrote this long ass entry and some kind of way when i went to post it the computer fucked up and erased everything and now i'm pissed but i'll be okay because i'll think of it again- just not now. ain't that some bullshit? the gooey icky kind, and it's stinks. anger is a bitch. woof, woof. but i don't like bitches anyway so it's all good. and i'm smiling again. i'll think of that shit again, but i'm not about to spend another 15 minutes on blogger. other shit to do.

long time, no see...
wudup

it's been a long time...

...i shouldn't have left you. without a dope rhyme to step to... wussup my peeps. i know it's been a while and i haven't even posted this month but blame time and not my mind because i've just been hella busy. things have been looking quite promising for your boy. i had an interview at blue bird. yessir, thank you, but you can stop clapping now, and they want me to do this office job from 8-4 (some kind of technical writing gig) and then i'm working overnight at sams doing inventory from 9pm-5am, so me and sleep are losing the love that we once had for one another, but that happens sometimes. we'll find our way back in eachother's arms in a couple of weeks.

changed the place where i rest my head...yup, back at dad's house, and i'm not going to be there long. just wanted to save a little dough before i moved up near atl, no need of taking all those bills with me when i leave the mac town. and i need a corolla because those shits get 30-something miles per gallon and the lex barely get twenty! some bullshit. the gooey icky kind and it stinks.

been reading a lot lately and chillin' with my homeboy drinking on them bud lights (come on now, you know i gotta get my drink on) and i'm loving the life of a graduate. i kinda have this feeling like, "ok, now what" but then again it's satisfying. like a gatorade when you're hot but not really thirsty- cool you off for the time being. and i'm proud of toy and terrence (and ya'll better be glad ya'll my folk) cause we drove a long way and went to the graduation and afterparty and let's just say samiya and viness didn't sleep that night because work was calling by the time the car was put back in park.

but anyway, i'm going to get off this blog. hopefully it won't be this long for my next one, but i really don't have internet access like i used to because dad's computer is in his room and i really don't like people up in my shit, and since i know he thinks like me...feel me?

long time...no see.
wudup