can't let go

i'm loving my life, and even though it seems like i never have a chance to stop and enjoy the air that i breathe, i honestly have to thank god for all that he's given me thus far. professionally, i'm on top of all the barriers that were put in front of me, looking down on all the obstacles that i once faced and thinking, "how the hell did i ever get here?" but the battle never ends. my sword is starting to get dull and sharpening it is never an easy task. that's where my friends come in. i want to take out time to apologize to everyone that's ever had my back. i know it seems like i've fell off the face of the earth, but in reality i'm fighting with it. my schedule is undescribeable...i won't even attempt to tell you everything, but i can't give anything up because i want it all.

everybody is depending on me to do all the things that i said i would. there's so much support behind me that i can't help but to give it all that i've got. i'm loving life...i really am. and although i know things won't always be this way, i do appreciate the moment and everything that is around me. i can't let go...and the love that continues to run through my veins rubs off on everyone around me. god has put me in such a good situation. i thank him. so much love. so much love.
peace and blessings,
gkg