a year older

so my birthday is sometime next week, i don't know the exact day, but it's on the ninth of this month. it's funny how i fail to keep up with my own birthday, but it's like it doesn't matter anymore after you've turned 21. each year after that is like, "damn i'm a year closer to 30." but it's all good. i'm excited that i could even make it this far in life. i have to say that i have a good head on my shoulders and i have a lot of good people backing me up to make sure that i do something with my life. i just pray i make it around to this time next year. i wonder what i'll be doing?